okay, back at school. and guess what? I SEEMED TO HAVE SCARED PEOPLE! there really is no shocker to me, BUT i just didn't know i scare so many people. do you wanna see the list?
here:
1 band member
1 advanced world cultures classmate
1 guy-who-i-sorta-yelled-at-because-he-liked-me-last-year
1 guy i never even had a full conversation with
1 girl that i somehow pissed off
1 girl who's friend i pissed off and now have pissed her off because i made HER friend mad
1 random guy on the bus because i must've had this scary-ass look on my face when he sat next to me. (then he got up a millisecond later and move waaaay far away from me)
ALL the freshman in my band class
most freshman in the school
some of my teachers
and the kids who see me walking down the hall in tripp pants

the funniest thing is that my friend tells me that the first two could actually like me. hahaha. THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU IGNORE SOMEONE IF YOU LIKE THEM?!?! it makes no sense to me. if it does to you, please, feel free and enlighten me on this little fact. AND to make it even better i got a pixie cut. that makes my hermit-mission all the easier. i dont mean to steriotype but most guys like the kind of girl who has the 'long shiny perfect hair'. ok dudes, if your looking for that in a girl GET A FRICKIN' DOG.and because i have my short hair, that makes me different, which somehow makes me scary. and i take pleasure in that.

have you even noticed that, when your different, dress, look, act ect. you are labled either crazy, insane scary or all of the above. i say good! who the HELL wants a bunch of clone people walking around?! PEOPLE, this is how brain cells die; from lack of individuality. just going with the trends. lemme ask you this:why?
and this is purely the reason why most guys in my school like the clone girls. because they are easy to get to because they dont have the spirit or freedom anymore. me? i like to be different because most people are too afraid to actually get to know someone. because they could "get hurt". GET OVER IT. humans are afraid of what is unknown. thats why science is sOOoo great. NOT. if you havent noticed people, MORE PEOPLE ARE DYING NOW THAN EVER BEFORE! why? because of the synthetic "medicine". yes people are living longer. but guess what? THEY ARE FRICKIN' BRAINDEAD BY THAT TIME! for instance, if you have a cough, you can take pills for it right? side effects may include:blood clots, runny nose and hallucinations. ok it may be just me, but i'd rather have a cough than see FRICKIN michel jackson standing in my fridge with a chance that i could get a stroke because i couldn't let my bodies immune system work out what was wrong with me. nicely done human race.nicely done.i think i am reading too much Johnny the Homicidial Maniac and watchig too much Foamy the Squirrel. <--both are awesome btw if you've never heard of either one YOU ARE DEPRIVED! GO LOOK THEM UP.....NOW!
WOW. i got COMPLETLY off track. haha oops